alwaysrunning
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Ive had people in the past and present tell me that im always talking about wanting to do things but then i never actually do them. Only two people know about my SA but seem to have forgotten about it since i told them. Apparantly this isnt a big issue and i just need to get over it and "actuallytry". The trying part is what gets to me, if they actually knew how much i tried maybe they would understand how hard it is. I have never been violent but it just enrages me so much i want to punch the biggest hole in a wall.Has anyone else had this experience and does it also enrage you that your efforts are being rejcted or ignored/seen as not enough or inadequate?