Why do I feel completely different from day to day?
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gustavofring
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Maybe look at your food habits and sleep habits and if it is somehow connected to your different feeling per day.
mikebird
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I'm getting serious strange emotions today about a skewed sense of existence
Before this, I have been able to get out of the house and gather enough groceries to keep me going for a week. I'm surprised by (bad luck) which is an odd downturn of esteem. Difficult to explain!
We all have ups & downs. I've pulled through all of it before
Trying to rely on enough cash to get food in my mouth, consistent habits to keep to a reasonable survival mode.
Now my priorities have altered, mainly about homelessness, after more than a year unemployed; I have pulled out of this rut after 2 years of this situation, right into choppy intermittent work. Taken apart elements of my home - a failed oven with no budget for maintenance, removing an enclosure for kitchen cabinets to reach a state to be able to put my property on the market, which I'm sure will cost beyond my bank balance to afford to do that. Today's jobsearch is the worst seen. No surprise here
I'm divided between getting to a heavy exercise session, which always doubtlessly put me on a high. The decision is so simple, whether it's freezing cold or sweaty & hot.
Unsure how to convey this message properly.
I've relied on basic cornerstones of a day to feel worthy of action. There's just no component to keep me awake. My resilience has drooped :sad: :idontknow:
Right now, I have entered a particular mode of nystagmus. Tears with an inner soul smile left. I assume if you read this, you'll wish you didn't. Elysium
This is exactly the feeling when I've woken on a stretcher after 8 pints of blood loss, and other scenarios I'm used to, looking at overhead strip lights, floating on wheels pushed by professionals, looking into their eyes, grasping hands, smiling broadly, saying "thank you". Where am I? What's happening?
I feel a severe, clutching vacuum in my guts. Not physical. Spinning mind
h:
I might get out of this briefly
Before this, I have been able to get out of the house and gather enough groceries to keep me going for a week. I'm surprised by (bad luck) which is an odd downturn of esteem. Difficult to explain!
We all have ups & downs. I've pulled through all of it before
Trying to rely on enough cash to get food in my mouth, consistent habits to keep to a reasonable survival mode.
Now my priorities have altered, mainly about homelessness, after more than a year unemployed; I have pulled out of this rut after 2 years of this situation, right into choppy intermittent work. Taken apart elements of my home - a failed oven with no budget for maintenance, removing an enclosure for kitchen cabinets to reach a state to be able to put my property on the market, which I'm sure will cost beyond my bank balance to afford to do that. Today's jobsearch is the worst seen. No surprise here
I'm divided between getting to a heavy exercise session, which always doubtlessly put me on a high. The decision is so simple, whether it's freezing cold or sweaty & hot.
Unsure how to convey this message properly.
I've relied on basic cornerstones of a day to feel worthy of action. There's just no component to keep me awake. My resilience has drooped :sad: :idontknow:
Right now, I have entered a particular mode of nystagmus. Tears with an inner soul smile left. I assume if you read this, you'll wish you didn't. Elysium
This is exactly the feeling when I've woken on a stretcher after 8 pints of blood loss, and other scenarios I'm used to, looking at overhead strip lights, floating on wheels pushed by professionals, looking into their eyes, grasping hands, smiling broadly, saying "thank you". Where am I? What's happening?
I feel a severe, clutching vacuum in my guts. Not physical. Spinning mind
h:I might get out of this briefly
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Barrier
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This, exactly. Sometimes more from day to day, but sometimes moment to moment. Even that is not constant. :kickingmyself: