I thought I should add that I posted a little thing about myself like an hour ago on another thread, and no one has responded to it. What I wrote was extremely intense and something that I've never voiced before. Now, I've got it stuck in my head and I can't stop dwelling on it and the fact that no one has responded yet... I know it's ridiculous but I feel like if someone would just say something about it, I wouldn't feel so stupid for saying it. If only someone would comment, say "that sucks" or "that's silly", commiserate or judge, I don't care! Just someone say they heard me....
I think the reason I stopped telling my problems to others is because people didn't listen. I am always everyone's therapist. Random people at the grocery store start telling me their problems after talking for only a few minutes. My ex used to call me for advice about the girls he's now dating, but when I asked him to talk to me cause I was sad (ONE TIME) he said "uh, sorry, I actually gotta go" When I was a kid, if I tried to tell my friends my problems, they would turn the conversation around to themselves and it would end with them crying and me comforting. So I guess I feel like no body cares or wants to hear my problems. It makes me so mad. Sometimes I really hate people. Actually, the only song I've ever written that I am really happy with is about just this problem.