Moonie
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I'd say 2003-2005 were my glory years. If I could be eternally 20-22, I'd be the happiest person ever. I guess I felt good during that time because I started to exercise alot, as silly as that sounds. But it made me feel so good inside and out. I, for the first time in my life, felt what it was like to be depression-free and dare I say, beautiful.
I was also watching my little cousins during that time, and maybe I felt good because they admired me. I was cool in their eyes, so I felt like someone worthwhile. We would just hang out and play games all summer long. It was innocent and fun.
Because I took care of myself, guys also noticed me. I had guys hit on me (which I never encountered in MS or HS) and say I was pretty/beautiful/hot.
This may say shallow, but I loved the attention. When you are super shy, then getting noticed for something (even if it was looks) was nice.
Now that I am getting older, let myself go some, I rarely feel good about myself. I guess I have become bitter.
I was also watching my little cousins during that time, and maybe I felt good because they admired me. I was cool in their eyes, so I felt like someone worthwhile. We would just hang out and play games all summer long. It was innocent and fun.
Because I took care of myself, guys also noticed me. I had guys hit on me (which I never encountered in MS or HS) and say I was pretty/beautiful/hot.
This may say shallow, but I loved the attention. When you are super shy, then getting noticed for something (even if it was looks) was nice.
Now that I am getting older, let myself go some, I rarely feel good about myself. I guess I have become bitter.