My friend ask me if we want to do something together. Of course I say yeah. Well, the day comes and I text him confirming if we were going to go out and do something. A few hours later go by, he hadn't text me back so I text him again asking if everything was alright. He texts back with a lame excuse that we wouldn't be able to do something but tells me the next evening we will do something together.
Next evening rolls around. I text him confirming to see if we were still going to do something. I don't hear back from him so I send out a couple texts within a few hours before hearing from him. The last text I sent him I told him how I felt when we make plans then he backs out. Thats when I heard from him and he tells me to come over in an hour. I get there, he isn't there yet so I text again, stalls b4 texting back telling me he's a few minutes late. Again, with excuses and who knows what to believe. He arrives where I'm at. He asks me why I was crying. I told that I wanted to be with him.
I understand he works full-time and his life is much more busier than mine. The worst part of it all is he is about the only one who calls me outside of my family to do anything with me. And he knows it too. I have tried meeting other men but no luck so far in that dept.
I know some of you will say drop him but honestly, just being with him takes a little bit of that pain of loneliness away.
This male friend that I hang out with, we are just friends, nothing more. I don't desire to be his girlfriend.
Next evening rolls around. I text him confirming to see if we were still going to do something. I don't hear back from him so I send out a couple texts within a few hours before hearing from him. The last text I sent him I told him how I felt when we make plans then he backs out. Thats when I heard from him and he tells me to come over in an hour. I get there, he isn't there yet so I text again, stalls b4 texting back telling me he's a few minutes late. Again, with excuses and who knows what to believe. He arrives where I'm at. He asks me why I was crying. I told that I wanted to be with him.
I understand he works full-time and his life is much more busier than mine. The worst part of it all is he is about the only one who calls me outside of my family to do anything with me. And he knows it too. I have tried meeting other men but no luck so far in that dept.
I know some of you will say drop him but honestly, just being with him takes a little bit of that pain of loneliness away.
This male friend that I hang out with, we are just friends, nothing more. I don't desire to be his girlfriend.
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