Goblinko
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(If this is the wrong thread to be posted, I'm sorry. I haven't found any thread to fit this in so it gotta stay here.)
Well, to starters, I once knew the following web comic called "The Pride of Life", which can be found on - The Pride of Life - Give a Roar!
In the beginning I passed to like from the story, the plot and everything else. But when I met the main character...I hated him with a passion. :veryangry:
Even I commented once, trying to understand why he's like that, and I confess I went kinda "overboard" with my comment.
Many days later after this, I sent her an apology e-mail due to this comment. It also has her reply to my letter, which made me feel very guilty at the time - http://goo.gl/157hO
The last sentence was like a point blank gunshot on my heart. :sad:
"Do not contact me again." *BANG!*
I think I screwed up big time this time.
Even nowadays, I wonder if she now holds a grudge against me. I wonder if I hurt her big time. I wonder if I went overboard again.
But all in all, I've learnt my lessons: to not be a perfectionist, to not be impatient, to not push myself to like from something I don't like, to not push others to have my preferences, to not be "brutally" honest and to respect others' people feelings when giving a honest opinion on anything.
What I must do now ? Every time I see her drawings the "bad" feelings I felt at the time come to me again. I know I must let them go, but it feels like they're more strong than me, like some sort of "traumatic" event.
What do I do now ? Should I try to apologize again, let it go, forget her, what ?
Well, to starters, I once knew the following web comic called "The Pride of Life", which can be found on - The Pride of Life - Give a Roar!
In the beginning I passed to like from the story, the plot and everything else. But when I met the main character...I hated him with a passion. :veryangry:
Even I commented once, trying to understand why he's like that, and I confess I went kinda "overboard" with my comment.
Many days later after this, I sent her an apology e-mail due to this comment. It also has her reply to my letter, which made me feel very guilty at the time - http://goo.gl/157hO
The last sentence was like a point blank gunshot on my heart. :sad:
"Do not contact me again." *BANG!*
I think I screwed up big time this time.
Even nowadays, I wonder if she now holds a grudge against me. I wonder if I hurt her big time. I wonder if I went overboard again.
But all in all, I've learnt my lessons: to not be a perfectionist, to not be impatient, to not push myself to like from something I don't like, to not push others to have my preferences, to not be "brutally" honest and to respect others' people feelings when giving a honest opinion on anything.
What I must do now ? Every time I see her drawings the "bad" feelings I felt at the time come to me again. I know I must let them go, but it feels like they're more strong than me, like some sort of "traumatic" event.
What do I do now ? Should I try to apologize again, let it go, forget her, what ?
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