Fear it's something everyone experiences. Everyone has a different phobia, for years I was scared of myths and death. I don't fear that as much anymore, what I fear the most is being alone. It's something I spend so much time doing, its when the voices in my head go crazy. When I'm with people the voices are quiet, but when I am alone they don't leave me alone. I take pills for them and they aren't as bad as they used to be but I feel them. I know its weird but I can feel them fighting to get back into my head and all of this loneliness is pushing them to come back and haunt me again. What are you're fears? Why are they you're fears? I'm just interested to hear other people's fears.
The inevitability of saying goodbye to my parents for the last time.
Though, selfishly, I'm more dreading their funerals than their departures. But once those are out of the way, I fear the realization that I'll be absolutely alone at that point. Save my brother. Estranged as he is...
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