I would be a hypocrite if I didn't say that much of the time I feel the same exact way. Life is really hard. Having OCD, SA and Depression is exhausting.
Now I'm unemployed with few to no prospects. Minimum wage (which I've done before) is not enough to live on. To add insult to injury, I have a degree which I should be using. But, my social ineptness makes my college education pretty worthless.
I've noticed that people who are social butterflies do so much better. Everything for them is effortless. People like them, and they love people.
I'm trying to live a life that inspires me. Meaning, tackling my problems and doing the best with what I have. After all, that's really all I can do. Whether that is enough to keep me from committing suicide remains to be seen. For now, I am trying with everything I have!!