MrJones
Well-known member
Okay, so here’s my first thread. Every time I wanted to make one in the past I ended up posting it as a random thought, but here it goes.
The tiniest things can make me crumble, I’m not strong enough to face the world. And I know nothing about life, I can’t imagine how and what I’ll be in the end.
Everytime I hear something bad I automatically think it’s aimed to me. I’m just a victimist fool.
The fear of starting something new because I know I will fail, and when I do, I easily give up, always too soon.
The urge to step back after someone disagrees with me, even if I know he/she is wrong.
Not being able to stand up for myself, I can’t make myself noticed when I need to. I don’t want to.
It comes to a point that I don’t even know if it’s just that my personality is very weak or that I don’t even have one. I hate being like this, but it seems like
I think this is one of the main reasons why people don’t respect me, and one of the main reasons why I don’t respect myself.
Intentions may be good but it doesn’t matter if in the end I just give up.
It doesn’t matter if I have something to say if I can’t say it. I always have an opinion but I’m always afraid to talk, and when I do always I regret it
I have met a lot of people who are really strong inside, people who doesn’t matter how much **** life throws on them, they will stay strong and face it. Some succeed and some don’t, but it’s their personality what matters, I really admire that quality.
So I wanted to know if you think you are like this or you are a strong person. How can I change? I hate being like this, I need to change it, I need to change myself, but I have no idea how.
PS: this is one of those things that I'm scared of doing and I usually avoid, which means that I'll regret posting this. I don't want to reread it thousands of times so forgive me if I say something wrong (and I'm sure I do).
The tiniest things can make me crumble, I’m not strong enough to face the world. And I know nothing about life, I can’t imagine how and what I’ll be in the end.
Everytime I hear something bad I automatically think it’s aimed to me. I’m just a victimist fool.
The fear of starting something new because I know I will fail, and when I do, I easily give up, always too soon.
The urge to step back after someone disagrees with me, even if I know he/she is wrong.
Not being able to stand up for myself, I can’t make myself noticed when I need to. I don’t want to.
It comes to a point that I don’t even know if it’s just that my personality is very weak or that I don’t even have one. I hate being like this, but it seems like
I think this is one of the main reasons why people don’t respect me, and one of the main reasons why I don’t respect myself.
Intentions may be good but it doesn’t matter if in the end I just give up.
It doesn’t matter if I have something to say if I can’t say it. I always have an opinion but I’m always afraid to talk, and when I do always I regret it
I have met a lot of people who are really strong inside, people who doesn’t matter how much **** life throws on them, they will stay strong and face it. Some succeed and some don’t, but it’s their personality what matters, I really admire that quality.
So I wanted to know if you think you are like this or you are a strong person. How can I change? I hate being like this, I need to change it, I need to change myself, but I have no idea how.
PS: this is one of those things that I'm scared of doing and I usually avoid, which means that I'll regret posting this. I don't want to reread it thousands of times so forgive me if I say something wrong (and I'm sure I do).