yea I know what you mean. I just dont like being antagonized and that's kinda what it seemed like, especially when you say something like "grow some balls". For a man that's very offensive. Any kind of verbal emasculation is. I know I can fight physically. That's not a problem. My fight is not a physical one though, it's one that has to do with concepts.
but I just dont know what's right anymore in this upside-down world. Good or bad? IS good ever really recognized anymore? Or is it all, pure lust and greed and evil, and hatred.
you all don't know what's going on in my mind right now. It's best for me to just stay away. My too many ideas in conflict. I believe there's a conspiracy in everything, such that it disables me from anything 'normal' people might consider, or what is common. It's not easy being like that.
Obviously, good IS supposed to be recognized. But many things are bad but considered good nowadays, even if on the outside they seem bad.
anyways. maybe I just need to integrate more in with society, I'm just so against mainstream.. . but enough talk. I'm done with all this. I can't waste time.
I'm sorry, and sorry is not enough. I have to leave.