turkjey5
New member
Hi,
I'm a 43 year old male virgin who would like to have some sexual experinces but I'm literally scared shitless. I met a girl and to cut a long story short we shared a bed. Sex was not part of the deal but I wanted to reach over and touch her but as soon as I got very close my heart started pounding out of my chest and I felt like I had to take a shit. I panicked, "OMG I'm gay!" I even visited a gay bathhouse to see what would happen but I didn't feel any erotic pull even though a couple of guys hit on me. So here I am, stuck as always, where even the thought of intimate contact starts that feeling like I have to shit, thereby making erection impossible. It's even fucked up my fantasy and porn watching pleasure. Just thought I'd share. If anything, for anyone who thinks they're fucked up, rest assured there is someone out there who is more so: me!
I'm a 43 year old male virgin who would like to have some sexual experinces but I'm literally scared shitless. I met a girl and to cut a long story short we shared a bed. Sex was not part of the deal but I wanted to reach over and touch her but as soon as I got very close my heart started pounding out of my chest and I felt like I had to take a shit. I panicked, "OMG I'm gay!" I even visited a gay bathhouse to see what would happen but I didn't feel any erotic pull even though a couple of guys hit on me. So here I am, stuck as always, where even the thought of intimate contact starts that feeling like I have to shit, thereby making erection impossible. It's even fucked up my fantasy and porn watching pleasure. Just thought I'd share. If anything, for anyone who thinks they're fucked up, rest assured there is someone out there who is more so: me!