Gustopher
Member
for example if i see someone at work near an area where i gotta drop off some pallets ill panic and find something else to do until nobody is around, i dont like people looking at me, i become extremely paranoid that they will talk about me, or watch me as i do my work. i set up to meet people and often nearly bail at the last minute. i really have to put in an effort to socialize with others. if i have questions i will try my hardest to not ask
i cant walk into rooms with people seated
i cant eat infront of others
i cant look up while walking in busy places
i cant do public speaking
i always say to myself i want friends to talk to, but i cant put in any effort to try to meet others iv never met anybody like myself and for that i dont want to bother trying to put trust into others
i am paranoid about my health, i often get so wrapped up in my panics i will fully convince myself im going to have a heart attack. if i get a pain in my arm i think its the start of a stroke, or a possible blood clot. a pain in my stomach and i instantly think i have intestinal bleeding.
i am so worn out, i wish life was easy im only 18 and i feel like iv been alive for 50 years
i cant walk into rooms with people seated
i cant eat infront of others
i cant look up while walking in busy places
i cant do public speaking
i always say to myself i want friends to talk to, but i cant put in any effort to try to meet others iv never met anybody like myself and for that i dont want to bother trying to put trust into others
i am paranoid about my health, i often get so wrapped up in my panics i will fully convince myself im going to have a heart attack. if i get a pain in my arm i think its the start of a stroke, or a possible blood clot. a pain in my stomach and i instantly think i have intestinal bleeding.
i am so worn out, i wish life was easy im only 18 and i feel like iv been alive for 50 years