this_portrait
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So. I've had this problem since around middle school with chewing the skin off of my fingers, often to the point of bleeding. My therapist said it's an OCD reaction to my anxiety, which I'll believe, because I often find myself doing it when I'm nervous.
I went to a hypnotist during my senior year of high school and was able to stop doing it for a while, until sometime during the summer before college. I started doing it again, though not all the time, and not as bad as I did before I got hypnotized.
Lately, though, I haven't been doing it at all. I think part of it is because of that nasty swine flu, since a student at my school caught it, and there are some people around my hometown who also have it. The other part is that I sort of made a committment to stop it completely once my cat got put to sleep this past early Friday morning. I know that probably sounds a little weird, but after watching a disease (kidney failure) deteriorate my cat (who I was really close to), I got fed up entirely and decided it's time to quit it for good. I haven't done it for almost a week now.
I don't know if, after the swine flu scare, I'll go back to it. Hopefully by then my fingers will be healed up enough and I'll be so used to not doing it that I won't even think about it.
I can only hope.
I went to a hypnotist during my senior year of high school and was able to stop doing it for a while, until sometime during the summer before college. I started doing it again, though not all the time, and not as bad as I did before I got hypnotized.
Lately, though, I haven't been doing it at all. I think part of it is because of that nasty swine flu, since a student at my school caught it, and there are some people around my hometown who also have it. The other part is that I sort of made a committment to stop it completely once my cat got put to sleep this past early Friday morning. I know that probably sounds a little weird, but after watching a disease (kidney failure) deteriorate my cat (who I was really close to), I got fed up entirely and decided it's time to quit it for good. I haven't done it for almost a week now.
I don't know if, after the swine flu scare, I'll go back to it. Hopefully by then my fingers will be healed up enough and I'll be so used to not doing it that I won't even think about it.
I can only hope.