I frequent this forum a lot but rarely post because of the anxiety I feel after I make a post. Even this very post. I will re-read my post many times to make sure I didn't sound stupid. Most likely, I will end up deleting this very post. Yes, I am that much of a loser. I am probably the biggest loser on this forum. I get rather selfish and feel as if all the people who can post so much and so effortlessly don't really have social anxiety, at least not that bad. This forum is a social place, people are in fact socializing. If you guys don't have anxiety on this forum maybe you should reconsider your outside world summaries of yourselves. Some of the things people do on this forum just seem insane to me. Posting pics of yourselves? I simply can't comprehend a life where I actually publish my own pic on the internet, for millions of people to see and judge. Most people who show their pics on here are attractive people, probably looking for compliments in the back of their minds, to make them feel better. It actually offends me. I'm somewhat attractive but I actually have the anxiety that restricts me from showing myself. Hmmm I wonder how long this post will last before I decide to delete it?
