Scared

[dannyboy65]

Recently I went back to abusing alcohol I used to abuse alcohol and other drugs and I'm scared I'm going down that path again and last time I did it took me a good year to finally get through and done with it and recently I've been smoking pot again and drinking. Last time I did this I really messed up a lot of my friendships I had and I don't want to go through it all again I'm just scared I'll end up back in my old ways.

 

[MikeyC]

Alright, dannyboy. This is about the fourth or fifth thread you've posted about things like this. Not that there's anything wrong with that - you need to vent, and SPW is the place for it - but even you have to realise that something's wrong.

You're abusing alcohol, smoking pot, hearing voices which is likely schizophrenia, among other things I am currently forgetting. These are all dangerous red flags.

Go get some help, mate. See a doctor. You are heading down a very dangerous road.

 

[jc972]

I reckon it's time to seek help since you see all this and want to fix it. Best of luck, man. You can do it!

 

[Sial Axetder]

Yep, what Mikey and jc are saying.

Stop pondering and wondering. You know something is up, something is wrong. It's time to do something about it. Time to get some help. If your current help is not helping, tell them they're not helping. That will open up a whole new slew of questions and concerns that may help you and your current help-system.

 

[mikebird]

Not a member of the mobile phone race / cult

hardware and glamour doesn't matter, while many are pulled by it

The infinite prodding, poking, disturbance, irrelevant to location is such a hollow, shallow, empty social tactic

as much change to the planet as the industrial revolution

I've made a change to my phone ability by adding people's faces to a concurrent call. LinkedIn to build a face library when they call might ease my phone bullying phobia. Working on it