Hi im new here.
im suffering from SA .. i was in long therapy for few years, so the last year i was able to feel better. im working with just one person so i dont have interaction with many people for the last couple of years so it's very bad for the long run. because i want relationship with partner to life and friends and to change.
i hate all the dating site. also im trying to be musician but it's very hard for me...i getting more anxity for the last month, i publish little of my songs and i get little feedback , because i dont have many friend and dont have partner...im very lonely and im waiting for a nother therapy next week i will beggin new therapy.
i dont know what do do because i need more money for it and my work is not enough also the new therapist suggest that i take pills like all the psychologists ,but i realy hate the anxiety pills although i took in the past...its not good for me...i feel im not in control and not able to be the real me, kind of drug after all. i want to find friends i want love life i want to succeed in my music but SA ruin everything for me...ruin my life.
i feel like nothing , i feel like dumb...because i didnt go to university and the work place i went before now was the worst...some workers lought at me and thought i was dumb or somthing...i always on the backgroung and i not focused all the time but the big thruth is that i have no self asteem so people think they are better... they feel advantage when they lough and say meen stuff.
im suffering from SA .. i was in long therapy for few years, so the last year i was able to feel better. im working with just one person so i dont have interaction with many people for the last couple of years so it's very bad for the long run. because i want relationship with partner to life and friends and to change.
i hate all the dating site. also im trying to be musician but it's very hard for me...i getting more anxity for the last month, i publish little of my songs and i get little feedback , because i dont have many friend and dont have partner...im very lonely and im waiting for a nother therapy next week i will beggin new therapy.
i dont know what do do because i need more money for it and my work is not enough also the new therapist suggest that i take pills like all the psychologists ,but i realy hate the anxiety pills although i took in the past...its not good for me...i feel im not in control and not able to be the real me, kind of drug after all. i want to find friends i want love life i want to succeed in my music but SA ruin everything for me...ruin my life.
i feel like nothing , i feel like dumb...because i didnt go to university and the work place i went before now was the worst...some workers lought at me and thought i was dumb or somthing...i always on the backgroung and i not focused all the time but the big thruth is that i have no self asteem so people think they are better... they feel advantage when they lough and say meen stuff.