Chrysta
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Speaking of losing weigh, I lost 20 lbs. a few months ago. I still need to lose about 30 but (I don't want to put out the effort) I am nervous about guys looking at my body. But of course there is a part of me that wants that.
- I just realized I have Avoidant Personality Disorder along with my SA.
- I though I liked my new shrink but now I hate him.
- When my lips are dry I chew on the skin and end up bleeding a little. I try to tell myself not to do it but it doesn't really work.
- Sometimes I feel stupid for liking a few emo songs.
- I don't like to be labeled but I label myself when I say I have SA.
- I don't know if I will ever be mentally healthy and part of me is scared that it will happen and I will have to be like everyone else.
- I have stretch marks all over my body.. but I'm not that much overweight. I wish they would go away. I bought a lotion that you are supposed to rub in two times a day but I'm too lazy to do it.
- I am comfortable with the idea of sex but I know I won't be comfortable when I am faced with a sexual situation.
I guess I'll stop here for now. :lol:
- I just realized I have Avoidant Personality Disorder along with my SA.
- I though I liked my new shrink but now I hate him.
- When my lips are dry I chew on the skin and end up bleeding a little. I try to tell myself not to do it but it doesn't really work.
- Sometimes I feel stupid for liking a few emo songs.
- I don't like to be labeled but I label myself when I say I have SA.
- I don't know if I will ever be mentally healthy and part of me is scared that it will happen and I will have to be like everyone else.
- I have stretch marks all over my body.. but I'm not that much overweight. I wish they would go away. I bought a lotion that you are supposed to rub in two times a day but I'm too lazy to do it.
- I am comfortable with the idea of sex but I know I won't be comfortable when I am faced with a sexual situation.
I guess I'll stop here for now. :lol: