FriendlyShadow
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Has anyone else had this problem where you're talking say a group or even a few people around you and you feel like you get this type of anxiety feeling that you don't like being looked at. I always have to avoid eye contact from others and even in the corner of my eyes I can feel them staring at me. I know it's supposed to be normal to look at someone when you're talking to them, but I'm saying like you don't like being looked at or stared at when you're talking. My voice also ends up trembling and shaking a little and I feel like tears are about to well up my eyes for no apparent reason/ I don't know if it's just because I panic so much or I'm just emotionally overwhelmed. Today I felt kind of bad because I was placed into this social program to interact with two kids almost my age and every time it was my turn to speak, I'd avoid eye contact and look down at the floor or at the walls while I talked. I also hate that my awkwardness gets in the way of it. When people tell a joke I usually end up force laughing and then everything gets more worse and awkward.