When I am going well in my life my family are great with me, but when Im not doing so good in my life my family just dont want to know me. I feel like I am forever trying to win my mothers love, yet she only shows me small doses when I am doing good for her.
She thinks the whole anxiety thing is a claw for attention and often mocks me and tells people about my problems.
I feel I have let my mum down so much in my life she has given up on me, when i am in her company she makes me feel worthless. She likes to belittle me in front of other people.
I know this is not very nice but im coming to the conclusion i hate my mother.
She thinks the whole anxiety thing is a claw for attention and often mocks me and tells people about my problems.
I feel I have let my mum down so much in my life she has given up on me, when i am in her company she makes me feel worthless. She likes to belittle me in front of other people.
I know this is not very nice but im coming to the conclusion i hate my mother.