One of those off days

[Krista]

Where everything feels really wrong. I was suppose to go to a party but things got changed so instead everyone was suppose to do something else. Instead of inviting myself which I couldn't do I just let it hang in the air sorta and when my friend didn't even say anything and we hung up, I had one of those "everyone would rather I not be there" feelings but I know that wasn't the case. It still feels like it though. Not only that but I have been so antisocial today, I just don't feel like seeing or talking to anyone. I wanted to do this tonight to get out and not feel so cooped up. So much for that, I made myself feel so much worse. Does anyone else have days where you don't want to see anyone, you'd rather just get into bed and stay there?

 

[Nack]

Not really, i rather do something outside of the house than stay in it. But, sadly I don't know what to do... so basically i have to force myself to stay home and be quiet.
"Home is where you return to..." - some guy.

 

[BlueDays]

Yep, frequently......I'm like that so often now I don't think that much of it. I look out the window at my neighbours and just wish I could go for a walk down the street like normal people do, without stressing out.

 

[Awkward Annie]

I hate going out and socialising because I never really enjoy myself and tend to become so quiet and withdrawn it feels like I'm just watching these people through a window and I'm not really there. I feel so crap after it that I think it's better not to go in the first place even though I so would love to be able to go out and chat and have a laugh. It's not that simple though.

 

[Hellhound]

My days are like that, but not because I want to, but because I have nothing much to do besides my everyday routine. I don't have people to go with anywhere, I fear a lot of places and I don't belong in any group of people (either them disliking me or myself not liking them), so I'm forced to stay in. My life is pathetic.

 

[lithium]

I often have days were I just literally sit in my room and not leave except for food and bathroom usage. I may sound like a freak or something, but some days I just cannot cope with human interaction whatsoever.

 

[Krista]

I often have days were I just literally sit in my room and not leave except for food and bathroom usage. I may sound like a freak or something, but some days I just cannot cope with human interaction whatsoever.

That's about how I feel. Where I just don't want to deal with anyone and I'd much rather be alone at the moment because I can't handle dealing with people.

 

[EgoZero]

Oh believe me I have had and have lots of these days. Now it's not just that I can't handle being with people and not that I can't go anywhere. I really can handle being with people and can go, but the thing is that I kinda don't want to. I don't get enjoyment out of such stuff anymore, I think I even like being alone more now. I even go to the gym when it gets dark now, cause I love going through empty streets without people around, it's kinda relaxing.