oh people ,people ,people......pleased do not get offended by what i am about to say,BUT please stop buying into ALL the "media" hype that we ALL must be the same..sometimes I just want to shake people (not in a bad way) .and tell them it's perfectly ok to be just them,as in who they are!
I am that recluse now..and it is by MY choice and I love it no matter how many people I know that tell me it's not how I should be...I am that 'wild feral woman' in the woods and now I can breath....and breath I do.
I think back to all the days when I had to be around people and had to look a certain way and had to dress a certain way and had to ,had to ,had to..all the while wishing I could just be what was inside me....that child of the woods that wanted back to the woods with the other ferals..
I mean I know I can communicate with people,I just like my life so much better now..now I actually like me...so if someone tells me how unhealthy it is being a "loner" it just makes me laugh,,in fact It generalizes WAY too much,,it's as if people can say what is best for ALL people..that is NOT the case.
I do not need nor take meds for anxiety, i just avoid that which makes me get uncomfortable. I have no need to explain myself and now I can say NO without thinking I have to give a reason as to why I am saying no I do not want to..simple as that(I do hope some of this will make some sense ,even if only to one person)...
so instead of pointing out what is so wrong with being a certain way,point out what is good about it ,and if you can't find any good in it,then change it..I mean it's YOUR life ,no one else can make the change for you..life is a matter of choices and sometimes the choice is up to you to just do it..if being alone or recluse makes you happy ,then work towards that,if wanting to be around people makes you happy,don't expect people to fall in through your roof..make yourself interesting enough to be around..you get what you put out there..if you consistently want to put gloom and doom out there,,,well thats about all your going to get back