recluse
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I feel the same way. The thought of friends actually makes me panic, but at the same time, I'm so lonely.
Me too! I feel lonely but at the same time i find the prospect of having friends too much of a chore.
I feel the same way. The thought of friends actually makes me panic, but at the same time, I'm so lonely.
catuk said:Harleyq said:I feel the same as you. Whenever I make friends, I feel bad because it often feels like a chore when I think about calling them or keeping in touch. It's not that I don't like them...I just don't feel like socializing outside of school/work. Then I start thinking "Damn, Harleyq, do you even want friends?"
I enjoy my own company more than that of others and Idk if it's just me or if I've conditioned myself to think that way because I know that if I'm alone, I'm not going to be anxious.
Thats how i feel to.
I'm the same... I've been avoiding my friends for a while. I feel terrible, because they really like me and they're good to me but... I just want to be alone.
I'm old so it's been many years since highschool but it kind of amuses me to look up people I went to school with, and see who has friended whom on Facebook, all the different social cliques who never had anything to do with each other at schoolall the high school "friends" that befriended me never spoke to me in high school or online.
I'm old so it's been many years since highschool but it kind of amuses me to look up people I went to school with, and see who has friended whom on Facebook, all the different social cliques who never had anything to do with each other at school