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[QuietlyHyper]

Hi uk, mid 20's.
Born shy and became socially anxious. I blush too much and talk too little but am good listener:thumbup:.
Been hurt physically and emotionally in different ways. Mostly lived not well off but comfortably though so my life has been easy compared to some peoples. Health has mostly been good just bouts of bad health now and again and injuries in past but nothing too serious. I find it difficult dealing with guilt. I have low self worth, low confidence. Crowded places make me feel panicky and make me get distracted. I struggle with formal conversation. My hands shake sometimes (started after i near-rid of my stutter through self improvement). I'm developing a fear of the opposite sex (negative experiences) which is becoming more extreme and makes me scared and avoidant with an urge to hide. Eye contact is bad too. Interested in fun chats, not keen on serious/usual stuff:idontknow: Nice to meet ya all. *continues lurking*

 

[JohnnAY]

Welcome QuietlyHyper! Your post reads like a mirror

 

[rosewood]

welcome, glad to see you here,

i am awful at approaching people, but if you get up the nerve to mini chat with me, just come on over and say hi! i will chat your ear off.

:bigsmile:

 

[laure15]

Hi and welcome to the forum! I too struggle with formal conversation but am a great listener. There's the Chatbox (see link at the top) that you can use to chat with people here.

 

[Xervello]

Welcome to the forum, QH. When you say you have difficulty dealing with guilt, do you mean in comparing how badly you feel about your condition and the plight of others? Or something else that happened? I hope those of us here can help. We look forward to hearing more from you.

 

[coyote]

Hi, and welcome to the forum.

 

[QuietlyHyper]

Thanks for welcomes peoples
The thought of initiating minichat with female human makes me feel nervous at the moment but i appreciate offer.
Used chatbox a bit, wasnt many people there when i checked but was friendly.
Guilt because of; emotional/verbal bullying, not living up to peoples expectations of where in life i should be and what I should have achieved by now, that i might have to ask for help with something while there are people more deserving of help than I am and I dont usually ask for help.

Sorry for not quoting.