LoL, I totally get that. If ever I take pics of myself to present to others, I take loads until I find juuuuust the right one. I've tried the same with vids but once I find one that's somewhat okay, I sleep on it, watch it again the next day and think NO WAY. Much too much of a skurredy cat. What I like about yours, and what I think helps you go through with it, is that you have actual specific experiences to share. It'd be better for all of us if we actually made a vid like yours and talked out our stories, but, again, it takes a lot of courage. So kudos. Keep 'em comin'!