I've bought computer about 8 years ago and since then I've lost all communication with people and
in general I had no desire to go outside. or even when I was little, I had very poor communication, almost not at all
associated and always have been shy and quiet. Unfortunately, in elementary school I was often physically tortutred, because I was shy.
It has left a negative impact on me and then I lost faith in the people and stopped to socialize. otherwise I never went out anywhere, I have never taken alcohol or drugs and never had a girlfriend, and I would love, because
i am tired of prison life. I feel that I can and want something to change, but I just don't have power. When I try to make some contact with people, I completely lose, I start to shake and don't know what to say. I have the feeling that I look like kind of retarded, lost, because of long sitting on a computer, I look like a zombie. I'm dried up in the face, my eyes are somehow fell. When i go outside, and this is perhaps once in a month, I fell completely lost, I do not know where to look, I always have feeling that everyone watching me, so I always wear cap and glasses. I was at psychiatrist a few years ago, even though I was in a group of people, it didn't help and the situation has become increasingly difficult. I except that I am suffering from social phobia and agoraphobia, I am also extremely addicted to the computer and sit like crazy, and over 12 hours every day and I feel that my head is going to blow. I do not know what to do, my life is falling apart.
in general I had no desire to go outside. or even when I was little, I had very poor communication, almost not at all
associated and always have been shy and quiet. Unfortunately, in elementary school I was often physically tortutred, because I was shy.
It has left a negative impact on me and then I lost faith in the people and stopped to socialize. otherwise I never went out anywhere, I have never taken alcohol or drugs and never had a girlfriend, and I would love, because
i am tired of prison life. I feel that I can and want something to change, but I just don't have power. When I try to make some contact with people, I completely lose, I start to shake and don't know what to say. I have the feeling that I look like kind of retarded, lost, because of long sitting on a computer, I look like a zombie. I'm dried up in the face, my eyes are somehow fell. When i go outside, and this is perhaps once in a month, I fell completely lost, I do not know where to look, I always have feeling that everyone watching me, so I always wear cap and glasses. I was at psychiatrist a few years ago, even though I was in a group of people, it didn't help and the situation has become increasingly difficult. I except that I am suffering from social phobia and agoraphobia, I am also extremely addicted to the computer and sit like crazy, and over 12 hours every day and I feel that my head is going to blow. I do not know what to do, my life is falling apart.
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