It's like my brain is constantly on speed. It just races, races, races...It's like I think about every single depressing and anxiety-filled aspect of my life in a crazy, incoherent cycle all day, everyday. I don't even know how to explain it. All the things I hate about myself are always present, even when I'm doing "distracting" things, I'm simultaneously having this rush of "I'm a hopeless loser" going through my head a million miles a second. I hate how that anxious feeling is ever-present in the pit of my stomach, even when I'm sitting on my couch watching TV UGH