VioletTears
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Please if anyone can't relate or understand what I'm feeling in regards to this don't reply...
My dog was hit by a car a year ago. He slipped out the screen door behind my DH when he was packing the car for a trip. His pelvis was fractured and he barely made it through. We had his injuries repaired and the vet put pins into his bone but he was never quite the same after that. He still seemed happy. Anyways, we think that the organs inside his pelvis were weakened at that time and they finally gave in. We took him to the vet yesterday morning and they said that his stomach had ruptured. They said that they could do surgery but it was risky and even if he made it through there was a high chance that it would rupture again. We knew that he had to be put down this time...
I was already extremely depressed and having suicidal thoughts before this hapened and it has hit me so incredibly hard. I have been very bonded with all of my animals, but this dog in particular was just unlike any other... He was my baby. I am so horrible at connecting with people but I connect so strongly with animals... But now I feel totally unable to deal with all of the emotions that are hitting me.
I feel like I'm desperately seeking anything to make me feel better and there is no hope, anywhere. I feel so tormented. Maybe it's suppose to hurt like this but I don't know how to make it through...
My dog was hit by a car a year ago. He slipped out the screen door behind my DH when he was packing the car for a trip. His pelvis was fractured and he barely made it through. We had his injuries repaired and the vet put pins into his bone but he was never quite the same after that. He still seemed happy. Anyways, we think that the organs inside his pelvis were weakened at that time and they finally gave in. We took him to the vet yesterday morning and they said that his stomach had ruptured. They said that they could do surgery but it was risky and even if he made it through there was a high chance that it would rupture again. We knew that he had to be put down this time...
I was already extremely depressed and having suicidal thoughts before this hapened and it has hit me so incredibly hard. I have been very bonded with all of my animals, but this dog in particular was just unlike any other... He was my baby. I am so horrible at connecting with people but I connect so strongly with animals... But now I feel totally unable to deal with all of the emotions that are hitting me.
I feel like I'm desperately seeking anything to make me feel better and there is no hope, anywhere. I feel so tormented. Maybe it's suppose to hurt like this but I don't know how to make it through...