LycraPantiies92
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I hate to even say it as i may jinx it but now i think i am more likely depressed rather thna badly sa. I mean i can actually talk to people and have a wee convo. Ask people things..I'm still v quiet but maybe that's just the way i am.
I'm pleased that i may have made wee bit progress but also downhill with the paranoid thoughts/like getting depressed every night seems to be/mood swings.
It seems i'm more anxious now than shy/quiet/introvert..
Much better than i was at school..still it's the depressive anxiety gettin in the way of being abe to do things..and just feeling like nobody will ever want me
Hmm today and thinking made me realise maybe some people have been right, maybe i will get much better/less mute as i get older..i'm hardly a child anymore and if this sa just left me alone on my 18th birthday i'd be really pleased..maybe even if i still got depressed and wanted to d*e etc.
Could be i'm away from school environment..anyhow something has improved. I'll prolly still be quiet but i'm glad i'm able to talk to random people better..still seem 2 have down day when i find it harder but i just hope i am improving (what's more i'm doing it alone) realising maybe i won't get picked on like in school..and be able to have a laugh with people like today in college.
Just such a shame college have thrown me out. Maybe now i'll go downhill again as don';t have to face the environment in college evry day. ::
Ic..Not improvin with bad thoughts nd depressive thoughts..am improving in actually some aspects of being sa.
Mainly improving in talking to people. Big step for me..kinda.
I'm pleased that i may have made wee bit progress but also downhill with the paranoid thoughts/like getting depressed every night seems to be/mood swings.
It seems i'm more anxious now than shy/quiet/introvert..
Much better than i was at school..still it's the depressive anxiety gettin in the way of being abe to do things..and just feeling like nobody will ever want me
Hmm today and thinking made me realise maybe some people have been right, maybe i will get much better/less mute as i get older..i'm hardly a child anymore and if this sa just left me alone on my 18th birthday i'd be really pleased..maybe even if i still got depressed and wanted to d*e etc.
Could be i'm away from school environment..anyhow something has improved. I'll prolly still be quiet but i'm glad i'm able to talk to random people better..still seem 2 have down day when i find it harder but i just hope i am improving (what's more i'm doing it alone) realising maybe i won't get picked on like in school..and be able to have a laugh with people like today in college.
Just such a shame college have thrown me out. Maybe now i'll go downhill again as don';t have to face the environment in college evry day. ::
Ic..Not improvin with bad thoughts nd depressive thoughts..am improving in actually some aspects of being sa.
Mainly improving in talking to people. Big step for me..kinda.