Lyrics that fit.

[ces4r87]

MUSE - Map of the Problematique

Fear, and panic in the air
I want to be free
From desolation and despair
And i feel like everything i sow
Is being swept away
Well I refuse to let you go

I can't get it right
Get it Right
Since I met you

Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over?

Life will flash before my eyes
So scattered and lost
I want to touch the other side
And no one thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see
That when we bleed we bleed the same

I can't get it right
Get it Right
Since I met you

Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over?
Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over?

 

[sleepysparrow]

So this is permanence, love's shattered pride

What once was innocent, turned on it's side

A cloud hangs over me, marks every move

Deep in the memory, of what once was love

Oh how I realised how I wanted time

Put into perspective, tried so hard to find

Just for one moment, thought I'd found my way

Destiny unfolded, I watched it slip away

Excessive flash points, beyond all reach

Solitary demands for all I'd like to keep

Let's take a ride out, see what we can find

A valueless collection of hopes and past desires

I never realised the lengths I'd have to go

All the darkest corners of a sense I didn't know

Just for one moment, I heard somebody call

Looked beyond the day in hand, there's nothing there at all

Now that I've realised how it's all gone wrong

Gotta find some therapy, this treatment takes too long

Deep in the heart of where sympathy held sway

Gotta find my destiny, before it gets too late.



Procession moves on, the shouting is over

Praise to the glory of loved ones now gone

Talking aloud as they sit round there tables

Scattering flowers washed down by the rain

Stood by the gate at the foot of the garden

Watching them pass like clouds in the sky

Try to cry out in the heat of the moment

Possessed by a fury that burns from inside

Cry like a child, though these years make me older

With children my time is so wastefully spent

A burden to keep, though their inner communion

Accept like a curse an unlucky deal

Played by the gate at the foot of the garden

My view stretches out from the fence to the wall

No words could explain, no actions determine

Just watching the trees and the leaves as they fall

 

[TheWickedEnd]

"I won't see you tonight (part 1)" by Avenged Sevenfold

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved

Building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright

No more breathe inside
Essence left my heart tonight




There are two parts of this song, each one being a seperate song, the second one, I won't see you tonight part 2 is about suicide as seen from a faimly member or friend. part 1 as you can guess is about commiting suicide yourself. both songs give an interesting perspective on the subject from both sides. I urge anyone who likes rock/metal to check out these songs, I think you will like them. The first time I heard part 1 it was instantly one of my favorite songs ever.

There are numerous songs that I could post because I love music and it is such a big part of my life.


Another song that I listend to years ago but still got me through some tough times is
Diluted by Slipknot



I'm cold, I'm ugly
I'm always confused by everything
I can stare into a thousand eyes
But every smile hides a bold-faced lie

It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
My heros are dead, they died in my head
Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
Something inside me has opened up again

Thoughts of me exemplified
All the little flaws I have denied
Forget today, forget whatever happened
Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies
I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?(2x)

I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
I decrease, while my symptoms increase

God what the fuck is wrong
You act like you knew it all along
Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing

All I ever wanted out of you was
something you could never be
Now take a real good look at
What you've fucking done to me

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?(2)

Gimme any reason why I'd need you, boy
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up

I see you in me(8x)

I keep my scars from prying eyes
Incapable of ever knowing why
Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer
Why am I so fascinated by
bigger pictures, better things
But I don't care what you think
You'll never understand me

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?(3x)

FUCK!!!

 

[sabbath92002]

If you get a chance, go see the Blackest of Black tour with Danzig, Dimmu Borgir, etc.

can't speak
can't talk
can't do anything they want

can't hide
or change your mind
gonna live w/ all my soul
inside

can't speak
can't talk
can't stop for the reeling cause
or love
I told 'em all about it
can't talk
cause I'm already lost

can't think
can't cry
keep thinking of a suicide
it's hard
I just can't forget it
gonna fade cause I'm already dead

can't think
can't dream
don't care if I live or die
don't talk
I just can't believe it
gonna fade cause I'm already deadcan't speak
can't lie
don't go anywhere to hide
can't think
can't cry
keep thinking of a suicide

can't speak
can't talk
can't do anything I want
can't hide
or change your mind
gonna live w/ all my soul inside

 

[ces4r87]

Someone's Standing on My Chest - ATREYU

Starving Searching this barren wasteland
Trying To grasp being this alone
Pleading for a breath of fresh air
Someone's standing on my chest
Dying I'm asphyxiating myself

I kill myself

Break myself Slave to my weakness Choke on my words
Oh I'm drowning I feel so alone
Break myself Slave to my weakness Choke on my words
The lights are on and I wish I was home
Break myself Slave to my weakness Choke on my words
Oh I'm drowning I feel so alone
Break myself Slave to my weakness Choke on my words
The lights are on and I wish I was home

My lips Are screaming pretty nothings
My ears Are bleeding for want of words,
fuck words I need actions
Hope has left me fucking shattered
Someone's standing on my chest
alone Would be a pleasant change from here
alone

How do you gauge loneliness x3

Have you ever felt so alone

Alone

It feels like the light will never reach me here
I am choking back my longing for shed tears
So strangulated by my lonesome fears
Please don't worry too much
It only hurts when I breathe

 

[PhantomPod]

"Great Indoors" by John Mayer. I was listening to this song pretty much all day at work today.


Check your pulse it's proof that you're not listening to
The call your life's been issuing you
The rhythm of a line of idle days

Scared of a world outside you should go explore
Pull all the shades and wander the great indoors
The great indoors

Lamplight makes the shadows play
And posters take the walls away
The T.V. is your window pane
The view won't let you down
So put your faith in a late night show
I bet you didn't even know
Depends on how far out you go
The channel numbers change

Scared of a world outside you should go explore
Pull all the shades and wander the great indoors

Though lately I can't blame you
I have seen the world
And sometimes wish your room had room for two

So go unlock the door
And find what you are here for
Leave the great indoors
Please leave the great indoors

Check your pulse it's proof that you're not listening to
The call your life's been issuing you
The rhythm of a line of idle days

 

[whispering_screams]

 

[no1]

"Nobody Loves Me"

Shut up
I'm so sick of them deadlines
I cannot stand why them maniacs are in them headlines
And even though I don't' know ya
Through my lyrics I'll show ya
The sanity's over
Cuz people say I'm bugged out
It's my business, stay the fuck out
All I know is that the beat goes on and on (beat goes on)
And will be the same, 'til the day I'm gone
Nobody loves me, nobody cares
Nobody loves me, nobody owes me a thing
Nobody loves me, nobody cares
Nobody loves me, maybe I'll go eat worms
I'm so sick of the world now
It's all those people attacking my identity
Now the enemy's running at the mouth again
Saddle up when you step into the south, my friend
You're the big one, you're the good one
I'm the bad one, that's so sad son
Cuz I'm running no where
You see the black sheep everywhere
You need to drop that guard
Man, it ain't that hard
Nobody loves me, nobody cares
Nobody loves me, nobody owes me a thing
Nobody loves me, nobody cares
Nobody loves me, maybe I'll go eat worms
Now what's the matter with this
Someone's sure to find me
No exceptions for this (no exceptions)
So many time I fall through
No one has ever warned me
Life seems so meaningless
When ??? your inner strength
Ohh, I'm such a piece of shit
Oh, you're so perfect - [2x]
Oh, you're so much better than me
So much better than me
You suck!
Nobody loves me, nobody cares
Nobody loves me, maybe I'll go eat worms

 

[cannotbefound]

"I Am My Own Worst Enemy"

I am my own worst enemy.

 

[no1]

Cold - Wasted Years


"Wasted Years"

There's a game life plays
makes you think you're everything they ever said you were
Like to take some time
Clear away everything I planned

[Chorus]
Was it life I betrayed
for the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
it's not easy to win
did I drink too much
could I disappear
and there's nothing that's left but wasted years

There's nothing left but wasted years

If I could change my life
Be a simple kind of man try to do the best I can
if I could see the signs
I'd derail every path I could
now I'm about to die
won't you clear away from me
give me strength to fly away

[Chorus]

There's nothing left but wasted years [x3]

[Chorus x3]

 

[no1]

A lot of Cold songs I recently discovered. The song "Ugly" kinda stuck with me:

All the world loves things of beauty and intrigue, these two things Ive never had one
Born in this old skin, Im too sick I cant win, Ive lived with this damage too long
My eyes cant behold it, I cannot control this, this feeling thats left in my heart
Ive never done no wrong, I dont deserve these bones, please burn up this sin when Im gone
And I said that this is ugly to me
The world is ugly to me
You are ugly to me
And I am ugly to me
I havent become all I want to be
I havent become anything I need to be
I havent become all I want to be
Suffocate with me
I havent become anything
Suffer
Why cant you look, why cant you look at me, see what I see
Why cant you feel, why cant you feel like, me feel what I feel
Why cant you hurt, why cant you hurt like me, taste the pain I feel
Why must I die, why must I die for you
Its the ugly truth, well its ugly
Its making me painless

 

[whispering_screams]

The show must go on

Oh, one monkey
Don't stop no show
If you don't want my love
You're free to go
(You can go, you can go, you can go)

Life is a play
We play different parts
But to be a star in love
You've got to feel it in your heart

You've been acting to strange
You don't love me with soul
Well, there's lots of other guys
Who'd love to play your role

If you don't wanna be my leading man
Get out of my life and let me live again
(You can go, you can go, you can go)

Oh, the show must go on

Hey, one monkey
Don't stop no show
If you don't want my love
You're free to go
(You can go, you can go, you can go)

I said one monkey
Don't stop no show
If you really need our love
You'd better let it show
(Let it show, let it show, let it show)

Once we had a love
You couldn't live without
The greatest love that heaven
Has ever put out

Success has gone to your head
You wanna be free, yeah
Fool, don't you realize
Your backbone is me

If you no longer like your part
Get out of my life before you ruin my heart
(You can go, you can go, you can go)

Oh, the show must go on

I love you
But I can do without you
Arriba, arriba

You can go
There's the door
You can go, you can go
The show must go on

Hey, one monkey
Don't stop no show
If you don't want my love
You're free to go
(You can go, you can go, you can go)

I said one monkey
Don't stop no show


Not an SA song but I just find it funny, loool.

Random and hypothetical but: why am I up so early? 8O

 

[sleepysparrow]

I recently bought this dvd of Blind Melon live at MuchMusic, recorded about a month before Shannon died, and it made me remember how much of an impact they had on my life. In fact, they still have an impact on my life. They keep me going, keep me wanting to play music, keep me motivated. Great band. Great lyrics. R.I.P. Shannon.


I Wonder -

All alone the broadening skies
Under the every night I will lie
Scratching claw and grip the rails
Every day my living hell
Oh God you know I've tried
I know how hard I tried
and oh I tried......
Hey I'd like to daze away to a
Place like no one has known
In a state of mind I could call mine
That only I could own
Where I could hum a tune anytime
I choose, and then there is no such thing as time
Where I can feel no pain just calm and sane
What a place for one to find
Now you see I'm watching everything
I do and they're watching everything I say
Why wont they leave me be?
Why am I even here? I wonder
You leave me wondering
Won't you stop watching me
I said they're watching me, watching me, watching me
Now in my corner I got the ceiling in my eyes
Arms holding up my knees
And rocking back and forth my life
I didn't mean to feel this way
When I walked into the door, Lord
Then they ripped away my memories
And I cant remember who I was before.
And I only wanted to be 16 and free.
......and I wonder.








Change -

I don't feel the sun's comin' out today
It's staying in, it's gonna find another way.
As I sit here in this misery,
I don't think I'll ever, no lord, see the sun from here.
And oh as I fade away,
They'll all look at me and say, and they'll say,
"Hey look at him, I'll never live that way."
But that's okay, they're just afraid to change.
And when you feel your life ain't worth living
You've got to stand up and take a look around you
Then a look way up to the sky.
And when your deepest thoughts are broken,
Keep on dreaming, boy, 'cause when you stop dreamin' it's time to die.
And as we all play parts of tomorrow,
Some ways we'll work and other ways we'll play.
But I know we can't all stay here forever,
So I want to write my words on the face of today
...And then they'll paint it
And oh as I fade away,
They'll all look at me and say, they'll say,
"Hey look at him and where he is these days."
When life is hard, you have to change.
When life is hard, you have to change.

 

[freestylemonster]

hey, elitists from L.A.: Los Angeles, CA

you know who you are. you drive in fancy cars. your allowance exceeds my rent. listen to what i have to say, remind

yourselves every day. 'cos theres a message on the way

well first of all, fuck your fucking attitudes. how can you be so fucking rude. you fucking look at me like when girls are

jealous. and fuck your fucking L.A. bars, you're all a bunch of wannabe superstars. yea, fuck your fucking act, you're a

bunch of dressed up fucking rats. you get anything you want, mommy's dressed up fucking runt. you're fucking lounging in

daddy's fucking mansion. and all your fucking stupid names, blair and tatus that's fucking lame. z.a.c. does not spell zack,

what the fuck is with all that?

you think you're so fucking impressive, if you get your name on a fucking guest list, raise your nose to the people in

line, give the doorman a fucking high five.



and then go: do my shoes match my shirt? does the shirt clash with my pants? do my pants match my eyes? do my eyes look

good tonight? will this place be cool enough? your hair looks oh so tough. this looks so good for us. tonight my moneys

gunna buy me love.



and fuck all of your deceiving what your fake heart fake fucking bleeding. and all the girls you lay on your mat, are the

same girls you fucking laugh at. and fuck your fucking fake ass world, and all your handed out fucking thrills. some of us

we have to work hard, just to get our little part. and maybe your clan is out in boston, but my friends are fucking awesome.

and we'll keep on doing our best, even though our lives are a mess.



and we go: will this check support this tour? will this tour lose my job? without my job, where's the rent? should we all

just call it quits? a dinner date sure costs a lot. when 28 bucks is all you got. and your life is at a stop. and all your

dreams are all self-taught.



this is the difference between our lives. no wonder tonight you feel alright. and i'm sorry if my mind is occupied, i'm

trying to forget to wonder why.

This song is REALLY fun to sing along with because of all the swears haha...And pretty relevant to my life..

 

[Vanialo28]

...

 

[sleepysparrow]

Communication breakdown, it's always the same
Havin' a nervous breakdown, a-drive me insane, yeah

 

[sabbath92003]

It's a long road
When you're on your own
And it hurts when
They tear your dreams apart
And every new town
Just seems to bring you down
Trying to find peace of mind
Can break your heart
It's a real war
Right outside your front door I tell ya
Out where they'll kill ya
You could use a friend
Where the road is
That's the place for me
Where I'm me in my own space
Where I'm free that's the place
I wanna be
'Cause the road is long yeah
Each step is only the beginning
No breaks just heartaches
Oh man is anybody winning
It's a long road
And it's hard as hell
Tell me what do you do
To survive
When they draw first blood
That's just the start of it
Day and night you gotta fight
To keep alive
It's a long road ...

 

[Richey]

Communication breakdown, it's always the same
Havin' a nervous breakdown, a-drive me insane, yeah

add to that one of the funkiest basslines i've been lucky to lay ears upon thus far ...

 

[whispering_screams]

My heart is unsure, yet I still think of you
Always always in my heart
No matter how far I walk
Always, you're in my heart

 

[Wetzy]

Placebo- Teenage Angst

Shine the headlight, straight into my eyes.
Like the roadkill, I'm paralysed.
You see through my disguise

At the drive-in, double feature,
pull the lever, break the fever
and say your last goodbyes.

Since I was born I started to decay.
Now nothing ever ever goes my way

One fluid gesture, like stepping back in time.
Trapped in amber, petrified.
And still not satisfied

Airs and social graces, elocution so divine.
I'll stick to my needle, and my favourite waste of time,
both spineless and sublime.

Since I was born I started to decay.
Now nothing ever - ever goes my way.