Justlikeme
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So I’ve been looking around this site since I found it last night and decided I needed to sign up. I don’t even know where to start. I’m incredibly depressed and alone. I have nobody I can really turn to anymore because most of my friends have abandoned me. My depression is causing me to retreat from those people who have stayed by me. I’m at the lowest point that I have been ever and the first time my depression has affected me for more than a day since 2009. I’m afraid that I’m going to lose my best friend because of this and she is the only thing I have going right in my life.
I don’t know what I expect, but it used to be that when I would tell people that I am depressed my thoughts on ending my life would dissipate. Now, no matter what I do they remain. I fear that I am going to lose this fight and do something that will hurt those few people that still care about me. I know this post is vague and that I haven’t really said anything. I know I’m just rambling, I’ve never posted anything like this before, certainly not to people that I don’t even remotely know.
I don’t know what I expect, but it used to be that when I would tell people that I am depressed my thoughts on ending my life would dissipate. Now, no matter what I do they remain. I fear that I am going to lose this fight and do something that will hurt those few people that still care about me. I know this post is vague and that I haven’t really said anything. I know I’m just rambling, I’ve never posted anything like this before, certainly not to people that I don’t even remotely know.