I've lived in a dream world since I was a very small child. I'm not sure how or why it started. I've also not been aware I do it until very recently.
I don't have made up characters. I have delusional ideations about real people. I imagine them to have qualities they don't actually have, or imagine us to be closer than we really are.
Alot of my resentment toward people has been a result of people not living up to my delusional expectations. I am glad to have finally realized I do this, so that I can begin working to change this and let go of unwarranted resentment.
However, I also find this very disturbing to have discovered about myself.
Does anyone else experience this? If so, can you give me some insight on this?
I don't have made up characters. I have delusional ideations about real people. I imagine them to have qualities they don't actually have, or imagine us to be closer than we really are.
Alot of my resentment toward people has been a result of people not living up to my delusional expectations. I am glad to have finally realized I do this, so that I can begin working to change this and let go of unwarranted resentment.
However, I also find this very disturbing to have discovered about myself.
Does anyone else experience this? If so, can you give me some insight on this?