Can anyone explain to me how people who break all the rules, get married, have kids, have a lot of things in their lives. Then there are people who follow the rules, are responsible, caring, and helpful get shafted, blamed and shamed for their mistakes, and have to fight years and years of discrimination, bullying, harrassment and cannot get even a fraction on where they should be at the same point of the life the other person who breaks the rules are? Where is the logic behind this. I have battled myself with being good, but i get severe mental illness, rejection by women, friends that turn their backs on me, and a social outcast. Why? I can't keep living like this anymore..