It's new year's eve and I have nothing to do

T!GER

T!GER

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Hi everyone,

I am lonely, sad and at times feel like my head is going to explode - I can't wait for my next life! I suffer from SA and depression since I was a kid and possibly other mental illness's that I have not yet diagnosed.

Living just seems so hard for me, I am amazed at how 'normal' ppl can do it.

This is how I feel and this is how I am introducing myself.

Happy New Year guys!
 
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welcome T!GER

youve come to the best place i think, theres so many great folks on here, and im sure you will get loads of support on here

dont feel lonely, cause you not alone :)
 
illuminationSP

illuminationSP

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I'm going to walk to the store to get my favorite foods... then I'm going to stuff my face and watch my favorite movies, by myself... then run a bath... then feel sorry for myself lol... then wonder when I'll be able to spend it with someone special...

As usual.
 
mrb

mrb

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on my own gonna get a few beers in .... ill be drunk by 7 pm its 4 pm now ... hmmm ill probably start my usual drunken posts by 7 ish ..... then ill do my usual OMG :eek: did i really write that delete delete delete in the morning , with a hangover and a breakfast that is 2 painkillers and a can of red bull ..... ill shut up now lol ........... welcome to the site dont worry lol there not all as nuts as me :D
 
lyricalliaisons

lyricalliaisons

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This will be the 27th New Years Eve that I've done absolutely nothing. I'm always either alone, or with just my mom, on the day. I'm used to it (though that doesn't mean I like it). I can't imagine what I would do even if I did have friends, though, because it seems as if all the day is about is drinking & partying & I don't drink or party, nor would I if I had friends.
 
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mrb

mrb

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Serafina said:
I'm going to start with the boozing as soon as it gets late enough. Gimme a few hours cuz I haven't had dinner yet. Oh, and I'm having sushi tonight. It's been a while and I've been on a budget which means no sushi since it's so damn expensive.
Furthermore, my mother felt bad for me since I'm going to be alone so she actually bought the booze for me. lol Unfortunately, it's nothing like Absinthe or Vodka, but champagne and wine will have to do. If I'm going to get drunk then I'm doing it the classy way. I f***ing hate champagne but I'm not going to pass on free booze. Is it bad that my mother feels sorry enough for me that she bought me all that alcohol? Oh, and my mother bought me a new pair of red undies! Apparently, it's tradition to wear a new pair of red underwear for New Years since it's supposed to bring in money in the coming year. I am seriously loved.
As for the rest of my NYs outfit.... I'm wearing my husband's Mario (from the video game) pajama pants, my Von Dutch trucker hat and some bright-a** red lipstick. It sounds retarded but I can assure you all that it looks pretty hot in a completely non-matching way. :D Hmm...I made it sound like all I am wearing is PJ pants and a hat, but I can assure you that I am wearing a top with my ensemble.
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:eek: to much information serafina ...
 
nopark

nopark

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I'm supposed to be going out to some classy-ish jazz restaurant/party thing for a dual birthday and new-years celebration. But plans are always flakey so who knows. I'd like to just stay in, but gotta fill the social quota ;)
 
shore_of_glass

shore_of_glass

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Serafina said:
I'm going to start with the boozing as soon as it gets late enough. Gimme a few hours cuz I haven't had dinner yet. Oh, and I'm having sushi tonight. It's been a while and I've been on a budget which means no sushi since it's so damn expensive.
Furthermore, my mother felt bad for me since I'm going to be alone so she actually bought the booze for me. lol Unfortunately, it's nothing like Absinthe or Vodka, but champagne and wine will have to do. If I'm going to get drunk then I'm doing it the classy way. I f***ing hate champagne but I'm not going to pass on free booze. Is it bad that my mother feels sorry enough for me that she bought me all that alcohol? Oh, and my mother bought me a new pair of red undies! Apparently, it's tradition to wear a new pair of red underwear for New Years since it's supposed to bring in money in the coming year. I am seriously loved.
As for the rest of my NYs outfit.... I'm wearing my husband's Mario (from the video game) pajama pants, my Von Dutch trucker hat and some bright-a** red lipstick. It sounds retarded but I can assure you all that it looks pretty hot in a completely non-matching way. :D Hmm...I made it sound like all I am wearing is PJ pants and a hat, but I can assure you that I am wearing a top with my ensemble.
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ahah epic new years eve, in a way :p

my parents invited some friends here and I've been invited to go out (into the middle of hundreds of people). If I stay it will be humiliating because my brother is going out and I'm the only one staying. If I go out, my social phobia crushes me.

so yeah, lose-lose situation.
 
philly2bits

philly2bits

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I don't have any plans. I prefer it that way actually. It beats going out with huge numbers of drunk people all over the place.
 
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Fighter86

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Well, I kind of have no idea why new year is made a big fess of...I've been asked multiple times by colleagues if I'm going clubbing to celebrate. I am not since I haven't been invited anywhere, but I got dressed up a little nicer than usual and went shopping alone after work and then met up with my mom for dinner...just feels kind of depressed now thinking that everyone else is out celebrating and I'm invited no where..
 
nopark

nopark

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I'm being berated over not wanting to go out to a bar. So I said whatever. I guess I'll either just be going out to dinner and back in a couple of hours, or I'll just stay home.
 
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KiaraBlue

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Serafina said:
A group of douche bags shot some firecrackers into our balcony and set some stuff on fire. The police and the firemen came to the house, woke up my child and myself. I'm pretty pissed off. I was having a nice relaxing sleep too. At first I thought it was a bunch of drunks or f**k wads ringing the doorbell like lunatics. I went to the door and started yelling at them only to find the police. lol I don't give a s**t though. I'm sure that they get worse abuse. Can you believe that the idiots thought that I set my balcony on fire with firecrackers? The transition into the new decade is starting off well.
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Omg, Serafina you are not getting bored at all.. :) What idiots lol..
 
philly2bits

philly2bits

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Serafina said:
A group of douche bags shot some firecrackers into our balcony and set some stuff on fire. The police and the firemen came to the house, woke up my child and myself. I'm pretty pissed off. I was having a nice relaxing sleep too. At first I thought it was a bunch of drunks or f**k wads ringing the doorbell like lunatics. I went to the door and started yelling at them only to find the police. lol I don't give a s**t though. I'm sure that they get worse abuse. Can you believe that the idiots thought that I set my balcony on fire with firecrackers? The transition into the new decade is starting off well. I'm going to get back to my sleep. Laters!
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I'm actually hearing gunfire around here already. It's only 5:30pm. Alot of people around here shoot into the air to celebrate. It's really dangerous.
 
NickyNacker

NickyNacker

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Yep, I'm alone on New Years too.
All my friends have stuff to do, and I don't.
Even my mom went to a party, so I'm home alone.
I was gonna go to one of my friends houses, but she blew me off.
I'm just gonna sit on the couch and watch movies/play the Wii...
I'm so depressed, and feel like crying. Ewww :(
 
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