So every time I talk with people I just know,I just answer it. It's really hard for me to make a small talk. I only show my "real" me at home. I even make a imagination conversation in my head. (Yes,I daydreaming A LOT) in my imagination I'm funny,talkative,so different than me in real life. It is just me or everybody who have SA like this? I think I'm desperate :'(
Well... I can't speak for
everyone with social anxiety, but I can definitely relate and am like this. So it's definitely
not just you. I just answer when I talk with people too. I'm guessing you rarely start conversations? If so... me too! My responses are usually:
"Yes", "No", "Uh-huh...". Very matter-of-fact, straight-forward and to the point. Mostly those responses of mine just trail off into awkward silence.
Oh, the imaginary conversations! I have those in my head as well, all the time. I even manage to make myself laugh-out-loud, sometimes, comin' up with jokes. So, obviously, I'm quite funny. That makes me sound arrogant, doesn't it?
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In contrast too, puttin' me in an actually social setting, group or just one-on-one - nothin'! Just a blank stare, just like my mind - because it's gone blank too. So much like you - or maybe unlike you? - I don't really show my "real" self. I think, for me, it could be because of how people will react. Usually I get laughed at when I'm tryin to be or being serious. Whether this laughter is unintentional, I can't be sure. Anyway, you're not alone, mate... :thumbup: