If your anxiety is as bad as mine, it doesn't matter what you think when you are around people. I just plain feel uncomfortable. I don't like eye contact w/ strangers. I used to try to make all eye contact w/ strangers all of the time. I finally just figured out it's better to just avoid it. It was making being around people worse.
I've tried everything, 5 different counselors, 6 different medications which all did nothing, 2 of them made me feel more suicidal, i tried hanging out w/ friends which also eventually led to suicidal thoughts. I've done CBT, it did nothing except annoy me with more thoughts. I tried working a job which ended in disaster. I tore my left shin muscle and 1 year and a half later its still torn. I made no friends at the job and already spent all the money i earned. I have one last hope, this place in Kansas City called Anxiety Center for KC. My parents are paying for it and I'm assuming they are going to have some group thing to try to help with my anxiety. After that, my only option left is progressive muscle relaxation. If that doesn't work out after about 10 yrs is up, i'd think that's about it, I'll have to give up and live the rest of my life with anxiety.