I've had a fear that im going to be a pedophile for awhile, i have went into detail in my other posts, but recently this fear has been consuming me. Im attracted to people my age and older, I'm 18... i've been going through my memories trying to find out if i am a pervert i can remember many times where i had a crush on girls older than me which makes me feel normal. However i still doubt if i am sexually normal...i can find boys attractive too.. i constantly try and see if i find children attractive and the answer is no... however i can find young teens 12-15 attractive... i've seen pictures of teens this age and they turned me on. Is it normal for my age to be attracted to young teens this age?