curly_wurly
New member
I'm twenty years old and have AvPD. I dropped out of sixth form, and then dropped out of college. I'm now unemployed. My family isn't being all that supportive right now, I feel totally worthless and truly wish I hadn't been born most of the time. I just can't take that first step to get out into the real world, 'normal' people make it seem so easy...
I've never had a boyfriend, and I'm convinced I'll be always be alone. I'm gradually losing the few friends I have from school and college because I rarely go out. My family have lost all patience with me. I know what I should be doing to try and change things, but I can't bring myself to do it.
I'm pretty much at rock bottom right now and I can't see a way out.
I've never had a boyfriend, and I'm convinced I'll be always be alone. I'm gradually losing the few friends I have from school and college because I rarely go out. My family have lost all patience with me. I know what I should be doing to try and change things, but I can't bring myself to do it.
I'm pretty much at rock bottom right now and I can't see a way out.