i'm sure it's been asked lots, but

[Noop]

do you feel if you had someone to go home to after a day that makes you feel small and scared, that it would some how make things seem not so bad?

i'm not saying that it would solve all the problems inside by putting it on another, but would go someway to alleviate pain.

sometimes i almost cry out for it, but i stop close to saying it. standard female companionship would of been nice when i was small, to learn about the other side and understand. it never happened to me and maybe a lot of you guys too.

i don't wanna be on my own anymore, but i'm too stubborn, almost like if i change i might lose something in return for love.



i know it's pretty boring i guess

 

[carecrab]

i know what you mean, it sucks being alone.
Especially when you know how it feels to be with someone else
I had this feeling you had since i was 10 or so
Each school year i had a new crush and i dreamt of having a female friend/girlfriend..
i wanted it so much that i even said yes to girls who loved me, even though i didnt love them. Broke some hearts, and it wasnt worth it.

I continued like this for a while, but now i have girl - friends as well. They started out as friends of my friends but i grew closer to them, by being myself.

So are you looking for female friends or a girlffriend?

 

[Noop]

So are you looking for female friends or a girlffriend?

girlfriend mostly, i can talk to girls, but because of my rude nature i do upset without knowing. i don't like doing it, i don't like to see girls cry.

being with someone would be great and help me feel better inside, much more of a human being rather then a cynical sod. i do remember kissing a girl on the lips years ago and a few hugs years after that, but i was very young. i've never had anyone to be with. you see i grow up in a violent household and got smashed up a lot so i always thought i'd be hurting people if i just touch them.

 

[carecrab]

i don't like doing it, i don't like to see girls cry.

who does? Well how do you hurt them?
things like.. am i fat?
YES YOU ARE
*CRIES*
WHAT I WAS JUST BEING HONEST

I got beaten by my dad as well, so i know what you mean..
But it doesn't necessarily mean you'll be a bad (violent) boyfriend.

have you ever been violent?

it's weird but most of the time possible girlfriends are in front of you, but you don't realize it

 

[Noop]

who does? Well how do you hurt them?
things like.. am i fat?
YES YOU ARE
*CRIES*
WHAT I WAS JUST BEING HONEST

not like that, just the way i talk about things around me. i am too honest sometimes.

I got beaten by my dad as well, so i know what you mean..
But it doesn't necessarily mean you'll be a bad (violent) boyfriend.

i always wondered was i to blame for something, why i was picked on.

have you ever been violent?

no, but i want to. i scared i might hurt a girl without thinking.

it's weird but most of the time possible girlfriends are in front of you, but you don't realize it

i know, but i don't go outside, so it stops before it starts. i just got to scared to go out.

 

[bigcat1967]

In my early 20's I was alone quite a bit even though I went out with girls pretty much. I went home to an empty house and was always so sad.

Met my wife in my mid-twenties and life has been great ever since.

 

[Noop]

In my early 20's I was alone quite a bit even though I went out with girls pretty much. I went home to an empty house and was always so sad.

Met my wife in my mid-twenties and life has been great ever since.

lucky you.

 

[da_illest101]

do you feel if you had someone to go home to after a day that makes you feel small and scared, that it would some how make things seem not so bad?

i'm not saying that it would solve all the problems inside by putting it on another, but would go someway to alleviate pain.

sometimes i almost cry out for it, but i stop close to saying it. standard female companionship would of been nice when i was small, to learn about the other side and understand. it never happened to me and maybe a lot of you guys too.

i don't wanna be on my own anymore, but i'm too stubborn, almost like if i change i might lose something in return for love.



i know it's pretty boring i guess

I'm the same as you, seriously it would be so nice

 

[Noop]

yeah, but for me it's not worth it. it's the way it's got to be, then fine.

 

[Paahi]

I used to think I could live by myself forever.
It's not like that anymore.

 

[Hastings & Main]

When I think about someone not here for me, coming home to an empty apartment with all of life's troubles following me in the door, it really does feel like a minor electric shock, a sudden jolt of pain.

I very quickly think about something else - like the steps I'm taking to build a better me so that someone will want me.

I used to dwell on the feeling, but snapping out of it as soon as it happens really is the best thing to do.

 

[EnigmatiConduit]

Well... it has to be the right person and more importantly a person who understands all this completely.. and knows how to make you feel better, not worse. I think in alot of aspects what we don't have is what we think can make it better, when in fact most of the time it will make no difference..

 

[Kiwong]

I come home to my pet cockatiel Lenny. She's always enthusiastic and pleased to see me.