I'm not even really depressed at the moment, but suicide just seems like the logical answer to my current situation. I can't really think of any other solutions right now. I need $$ and don't know how to get it. I would also like to have a significant other but not in my current situation because nobody wants anyone without $$. Unless she's a stupid idiot
...and then there's my trust issues, I literally trust no one (not even my family and friends) so its hard to form any type of real friendships/relationships. I just don't know what to do about this besides becoming a quitter, I should just off myself and just let someone else sort this sh1t out. Who would be the someone? I dunno, as long as I wouldn't have to do it myself....
this is too much........
..... and too tiresome for me......
....and don't really have anymore energy..........
venting................
....It feels like it would be easier just to give up and stop stressing/trying....
So on ur mark, get set, go..........
...and then there's my trust issues, I literally trust no one (not even my family and friends) so its hard to form any type of real friendships/relationships. I just don't know what to do about this besides becoming a quitter, I should just off myself and just let someone else sort this sh1t out. Who would be the someone? I dunno, as long as I wouldn't have to do it myself....
this is too much........
..... and too tiresome for me......
....and don't really have anymore energy..........
venting................
....It feels like it would be easier just to give up and stop stressing/trying....
So on ur mark, get set, go..........
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