im suicidal, heres ur chance to try to talk me out of it

I'm not even really depressed at the moment, but suicide just seems like the logical answer to my current situation. I can't really think of any other solutions right now. I need $$ and don't know how to get it. I would also like to have a significant other but not in my current situation because nobody wants anyone without $$. Unless she's a stupid idiot

...and then there's my trust issues, I literally trust no one (not even my family and friends) so its hard to form any type of real friendships/relationships. I just don't know what to do about this besides becoming a quitter, I should just off myself and just let someone else sort this sh1t out. Who would be the someone? I dunno, as long as I wouldn't have to do it myself....



this is too much........



..... and too tiresome for me......



....and don't really have anymore energy..........




venting................




....It feels like it would be easier just to give up and stop stressing/trying....



So on ur mark, get set, go..........
 
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Your logic is not sound
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lunarla

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I don't know. The premise of this thread is kind of faulty because if you're truly going to focus on those trivial aspects of life that you mentioned, and ignore the bigger picture then there's not much for me to say that would ring really true to you.

I would much rather someone with little money, and a positive, more down-to-earth outlook on life. That might make me an idiot from your eyes, but your view of it seems very skewed from mine. I think you might realize the warped nature of what you posted as well? Or at least, you might later.

I've been suicidal at various times, and there's not too much that proves to penetrate that state of mind when in it. But sleep is your friend! At least, it does great things for me. The trick is getting to sleep. And although I'm not too keen on meds, if that what it takes to get me to sleep and to the next day, that's what I do. And talking to someoneeeeee, I suppose. And since I hold very little trust in most people like you, I turn to counselors. People whose job it is to hear my problems. There's no real relationship involved, besides a patient-doctor type.

Look outside of society standards (like money, and significant other type of love - the things that are supposed to make us happy...) for things to live for. 'Cause there really is a lot.
 

Hastings & Main

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When I'm lucid enough, I try to think of the suicidal tendencies (not the band) as winter.
Then I go to sleep knowing that Summer is coming....
(lunarla is right about the sleep thing, just don't make it a permanent one)
 
why don't u guys send me a million dollars?

like how many people are registered on this forum?

If everyone sent 5 dollars that might be almost enough......


whats sad is that i'm not really joking.........

:(


then I'd still have to figure out the significant other thing.


thanks for listening to me vent..........just looking for solutions...........



how much do male porn stars make?
 

mismeek

Well-known member
not much..unless you got a pair of DD fake boobs.. then you would make loads..she males are in
 
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