I hate my life

i dont hate my life but a few changes would be good ......

I don't hate my life, i used too and i felt really sorry for myself, spent ages being depressed.
But i think i was just so fed up it, that i just turned it around and started thinking positive more. It does totally help, every time i leave the house i say out loud 'im not going to have a panic attack, no one has ever died from one'.

It seems to be working, and now im feeling better about my whole life 😀

sometimes I think life has no meaning.. that everything is just only ****ed up.
im so depressed that sometimes i wanna sleep the whole day.
i dont try to get out of this.. because i dont know what to do about it.
And that is the big issue.