Whosthatguy
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I'm a 22 year old gay virgin who is desperate to find a boyfriend.
I did the stupid mistake of hooking up with this guy I met on a gay dating web site who is just interested in sex dates.
When I met him, I told him it was my first time and it shocked him. And then I told him that I don't want to go all the way at first, luckily he seemed respectful and polite about my boundaries.
But I still feel disgusted at myself. When I left I thought at least I made a friend cuz we talked for a while after that and he showed me around his house.
Today I discovered that he blocks me...
I give him a call, he picks up and immediately tells me to "**** off and never call again." then he hangs up.
I was stunned, and I cried. I feel so stupid and used even though we didn't do much. And I feel really, utterly disgusted at myself for hooking up with a random guy who probably does this kind of thing on a regular basis.
I feel so disgusted. I can't erase the thoughts off my mind.
I did the stupid mistake of hooking up with this guy I met on a gay dating web site who is just interested in sex dates.
When I met him, I told him it was my first time and it shocked him. And then I told him that I don't want to go all the way at first, luckily he seemed respectful and polite about my boundaries.
But I still feel disgusted at myself. When I left I thought at least I made a friend cuz we talked for a while after that and he showed me around his house.
Today I discovered that he blocks me...
I give him a call, he picks up and immediately tells me to "**** off and never call again." then he hangs up.
I was stunned, and I cried. I feel so stupid and used even though we didn't do much. And I feel really, utterly disgusted at myself for hooking up with a random guy who probably does this kind of thing on a regular basis.
I feel so disgusted. I can't erase the thoughts off my mind.
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