I fear people. No insects, or anything. I only fear people and anything related to them. Small talk, looking at them, being around them, answering phones, being noticed by them. I sweat gallons just being stared at.
I guess that's the root of my SA. I also get anxiety attacks when it comes to confrontations with people. Then I can't stand it when someone laughs. I always think they're laughing at me, even if I'm not even talking to them. I feel the world is laughing at me, or mocking me. I'm still anxious around people I know, so I have a feeling maybe I'm deathly afraid of all humans. Even family.