Today was my last day of school yay, well for the summer anyway and I have actually made a friend :O after like years lol and it feels like its now over :/ I have hanged out with him but its always kind of been with him and him friends and I come of boring becuase I cant be in groups I pretty much say about 3 words and thats it :/
But I really want to just ask him to do something next week and I can't :'( I have tried but when the time comes I cant, I just feel like he will say yes becuase he wants to be nice or it will be boring and I will waste his time or I won't say enough ahhhh!!! this sucks
I have some friends before I got totally socialy awkward but I can actaully talk to this guy not as much as my other friends but thats huge for me since I literally CANT talk to anyone without like having a panic attack or having nothing interesting to say so I just want to make this friendship kinda work I guess but I am just so scared and making all this crap in my head about what he will think and I just cant do it
Any advice :/
But I really want to just ask him to do something next week and I can't :'( I have tried but when the time comes I cant, I just feel like he will say yes becuase he wants to be nice or it will be boring and I will waste his time or I won't say enough ahhhh!!! this sucks
I have some friends before I got totally socialy awkward but I can actaully talk to this guy not as much as my other friends but thats huge for me since I literally CANT talk to anyone without like having a panic attack or having nothing interesting to say so I just want to make this friendship kinda work I guess but I am just so scared and making all this crap in my head about what he will think and I just cant do it
Any advice :/