lonesomeboy
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good for u 4myself. what yourplan?
How are you feeling?
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Nickk
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I never knew there was a name for what I had. Its made me want to kill myself, ruined my relationship with my parents, driven away the people that would have been my friends and made me miss my chance with the most amazing girl i ever met. Its stolen the last 4 or 5 years of my life. SP can go fuck itself, im not giveing it a single more day. I have a few real friends now, now SP is like a light for me, on and off. Im turing off the fucking light, and going after the girl.
jenz
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aah these are one of my down days..really down days ...usually im at a constant sappy mode...but today im even worse...I just don't like myself really ..I don't understand why i am the way I am ...why can't I just wake up and live life...why is when I do make an effort nothing comes out of it.....I ve felt real stupid ...like why am i slow and can't get anything quick socially...im always a little slow at reacting to people or processing thoughts ...Im just 
well don't want to depress you peeps either ...just wanted to get it out there...IM going out tonight maybe that will cheer me up ...I saw a movie yesterday 4 brothers...( to cheer me up) get me out of my rut...but it feels like Im at a point in my life where its almost difficult for me to cry and I feel numb and depressed.
well don't want to depress you peeps either ...just wanted to get it out there...IM going out tonight maybe that will cheer me up ...I saw a movie yesterday 4 brothers...( to cheer me up) get me out of my rut...but it feels like Im at a point in my life where its almost difficult for me to cry and I feel numb and depressed.
redlady
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Oh jenz i don't want to make your eyes roll with a whole list of platitudes -but would you accept a cyber hug from me in a poor and limited attempt to cheer you up
How do you feel about stupid jokes - well prepare yourself =
Why did the piece of bubblegum cross the road?
Because it was stuck to the chickens foot.
What did the saggy breast say to the other saggy breast?
We better get out act together or they are going to think we're nuts.
What do you call an Amish guy with his hand up a horse's ass?
A mechanic.
Boooo boooo get off stage boo....... Alright you hecklers you can all go to hell.
Anyway feel better soon.
Mmmmmm... as for how i am feeling - tired man it's 5:00 in the morning here i'm going to bed - goodnight - morning actually.
How do you feel about stupid jokes - well prepare yourself =
Why did the piece of bubblegum cross the road?
Because it was stuck to the chickens foot.
What did the saggy breast say to the other saggy breast?
We better get out act together or they are going to think we're nuts.
What do you call an Amish guy with his hand up a horse's ass?
A mechanic.
Boooo boooo get off stage boo....... Alright you hecklers you can all go to hell.
Anyway feel better soon.
Mmmmmm... as for how i am feeling - tired man it's 5:00 in the morning here i'm going to bed - goodnight - morning actually.
jenz
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:lol: :lol: thank you redlady....that was a good pickme up! haha...im getting a lil better Ive got to ...its that stagnate thinking that will leave me to deteriorate ...don't want that...I have keep moving and try to behappy...(not that im jumping up and down) ...but im just alirght.
loved the chicken and gum
loved the chicken and gum
Boundless
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OI! wheres my cyber hug?redlady said:Oh jenz i don't want to make your eyes roll with a whole list of platitudes -but would you accept a cyber hug from me in a poor and limited attempt to cheer you up
How do you feel about stupid jokes - well prepare yourself =
Why did the piece of bubblegum cross the road?
Because it was stuck to the chickens foot.
What did the saggy breast say to the other saggy breast?
We better get out act together or they are going to think we're nuts.
What do you call an Amish guy with his hand up a horse's ass?
A mechanic.
Boooo boooo get off stage boo....... Alright you hecklers you can all go to hell.
Anyway feel better soon.
Mmmmmm... as for how i am feeling - tired man it's 5:00 in the morning here i'm going to bed - goodnight - morning actually.
this how it ends? you use me and disgaurd me like yesterdays paper?
black_mamba
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Feel sad. My boyfriend just went to a barbeque and I couldn't go because my old bully (my bf's brother) was going too. He is the only person on earth who can till make me feel like a piece of vomit, a carrot chunk.
I've been doing so well with my social problems recently and have managed to keep my emotions under control for a good few weeks now. Normally I cry almost every day but I haven't for 2 or so weeks. Yay for me. So its sad to have that crap highlighted up again.
God damn!
My boyfriend just went to a barbeque and I couldn't go because my old bully (my bf's brother) was going too. He is the only person on earth who can till make me feel like a piece of vomit, a carrot chunk. I've been doing so well with my social problems recently and have managed to keep my emotions under control for a good few weeks now. Normally I cry almost every day but I haven't for 2 or so weeks. Yay for me. So its sad to have that crap highlighted up again.
God damn!
racheH
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I'm feeling oddly driven. I'm just doing what I'm always doing but in more of hyped up way - and I feel really powerful! Quite unusual for me. I've got confidence suddenly to get out and try to solve everyone's problems, but really give it everything this time. Think I'm calming down a little now it's late. Might seem a little schitzophrenic but hopefully this isn't just a passing phase
black_mamba
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You've been drinking too much SunnyD methinks. :wink:
Psst, how many litres did you take to get that effect?
Psst, how many litres did you take to get that effect?
Broken_dude
Member
Am feeling ok, totally knackered though... managed a whole weekend at Reading festival - all good despite being rather nervy, plus kings of leon were cool so i'm happy. Bouncing up and down on the usual waves of good one minute, lost the next. Thanks for asking!
redlady
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Feeling? Tired, but oddly wired - well i guess that's what happens when you drink inordinant amounts of caffeine - the tiredness is still there but there is this hyper / restless feeling of agitation slightly superseding it - it's almost sickening. I am going cold turkey one day - gobble gobble gobble........... and staying as a cold turkey.
redlady
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I'm afraid that is all i can offer you my friend - i am all the way across the other side of the world - i only have the luxury of telling you i will give you a hug. I know poor substitute but alas it's all i can do - how about a cheery face to boot and a funny one 8O and a laugh for good measure :lol: and a cool one cause i'm sure you are really cool 8)
and a funny one 8O and a laugh for good measure :lol: and a cool one cause i'm sure you are really cool 8)