proust
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hi hello. i'm eighteen. uh. 7 years ... sort of housebound. 'dropped' out of school a long time ago. couldn't deal. still can't. a system veteran, i guess. seven years in and out of emergency rooms. diagnosed borderline, social anxiety, major depression. so far. uh. anxiety has been my biggest problem. can't be a part of things. don't remember a day that i used to be. i'm sort of desperate to finish school. i want to go to university but the anxiety has always... gotten in the way. just finished a long psych program half inpatient. it's been bullshit. it's being told that eventually i have to just 'do' it that pisses me off. 'do' what? i would have done 'it' had i been able to seven years ago. wasted a lot of time, i guess. anyway hi. hello. that was probably not a good introduction. sorry.