So Im new, and I have sa. Looking for for some people to maybe help me out. I go to college. As far as parting goes, I drink a lot to socialize. It sucks because people meet me as one person and then see me as another. I wish I could be myself all the time but the only thing that seems to loosen me up is drinking or something. On a normal basis I feel as though people are looking at me or judging me. I usually hate making eye contact with strangers.