appletree
Well-known member
hullo people, I don't really know what to write here.
I find it very difficult to interact with other people, it feels as though i live my life in fast motion and I'm always involved in strange situations, I crave a normal life but normality continues to elude me, I think that people think I am a very eccentric person.
I feel dissasosiated from real life, and find real life very difficult to deal with, I don't seem to be able to slow my thoughts down and I think that I adhd or something like that.
I feel very lonely sometimes, and frightened.
I'm frightened of words, and reading because I find reading an absolute nightmare, I think about god a lot and ideas and concepts like that, I'm trying to be as honest as possible here, I try to be nice to everybody that i meet however people think i'm distant and i get scared that i will come across as a little bit slow because of how much my thoughts are racing.
I like playing guitar, and elliott smith, nick drake and musicians like that.
I wish that I was a different person sometimes and find it difficult to be myself because of how i can't focus on things.
This all seems very negative so i'll try and lighten it up a bit by saying that I have a good sense of humour in spite of all of this, i have a very childlike disposition and I love playing computer games, especially old ones like sonic.
i hope somebody out there can relate to me and gets in touch.
<3 -Mark.
I find it very difficult to interact with other people, it feels as though i live my life in fast motion and I'm always involved in strange situations, I crave a normal life but normality continues to elude me, I think that people think I am a very eccentric person.
I feel dissasosiated from real life, and find real life very difficult to deal with, I don't seem to be able to slow my thoughts down and I think that I adhd or something like that.
I feel very lonely sometimes, and frightened.
I'm frightened of words, and reading because I find reading an absolute nightmare, I think about god a lot and ideas and concepts like that, I'm trying to be as honest as possible here, I try to be nice to everybody that i meet however people think i'm distant and i get scared that i will come across as a little bit slow because of how much my thoughts are racing.
I like playing guitar, and elliott smith, nick drake and musicians like that.
I wish that I was a different person sometimes and find it difficult to be myself because of how i can't focus on things.
This all seems very negative so i'll try and lighten it up a bit by saying that I have a good sense of humour in spite of all of this, i have a very childlike disposition and I love playing computer games, especially old ones like sonic.
i hope somebody out there can relate to me and gets in touch.
<3 -Mark.