Hello.

I'm a bit nervous about this, but I'll try my best. :)

Hello, I'm 19 (next month), from the UK. I can hardly remember a time when I wasn't socially anxious. Eventually it was so bad I just couldn't function in a school environment, so at 12 I ended up with CBT and group therapy sessions (although the group therapy wasn't specifically for people with SA, so I didn't feel with it comfortable at all). I was discharged at 14, with significant improvements made, but about 8 months later I was diagnosed with depression and everything came flooding back. I some how made it through the depression after a year of hell, but the SA is here to stay.

I only just made it through sixth form college. I tried to isolate myself but I somehow managed to keep one friend from school, and make a new one at college. They are the only people I'm in contact with out of 7 years of education.

I applied for university, missed out on my first choice, but ended up somewhere lovely anyway. The course sounded good and the people were really nice, but I left after two weeks because I couldn't deal with all the people, the new places, the seminar groups, the drinking, the lack of privacy. I'd've gone mad if I'd stayed, but it's still biggest regret of my life.

I'm sorry, I've kind of written an essay on myself... Anyway, I'm interested in books, politics, languages, medieval history (although I don't know much about it), and a lot more that I can't really think of at the moment.

Thank you for taking the time to read. ::eek::
 

DeadmanWalking

Well-known member
Hey there, monument! Welcome to SPW!

We have something similar already! I love books too! I don't think I've ever gone a day without reading::p:! So, what kind of books do you enjoy?

Well, do you plan on going back or are you going to pursue another choice? I can understand your feelings about universities/colleges (although, I'm still trying to find the difference between the two), living with roommates can be..... well, stressful.
 

Sora

Well-known member
Hey, welcome to the forum.
People in real life can be very annoying, a friend of mine came over the other day and although I was enjoying the chat I just wanted him to leave lol, as bad as that sounds. I can only be around most people for so long before I want to be alone again.
 
Hey there, monument! Welcome to SPW!

We have something similar already! I love books too! I don't think I've ever gone a day without reading::p:! So, what kind of books do you enjoy?

Well, do you plan on going back or are you going to pursue another choice? I can understand your feelings about universities/colleges (although, I'm still trying to find the difference between the two), living with roommates can be..... well, stressful.

I'll give almost anything a try. My favourite writer at the moment is probably Haruki Murakami, but my all-time favourite books are Great Expectations by Dickens, and Independent People by Laxness.

I've applied for a university closer to home, but I'm still trying to work myself up to phone my sixth form tutor for a reference. (Cant send the application off without it.) The uni I spent two weeks at didn't actually have enough accommodation for us all, so they put us all in tiny, two-bed workmen's cabins. It really was stressful, and my roommate gave up and went home even before me!
 
Hey, welcome to the forum.
People in real life can be very annoying, a friend of mine came over the other day and although I was enjoying the chat I just wanted him to leave lol, as bad as that sounds. I can only be around most people for so long before I want to be alone again.

I know what you mean. There are only a few people I can spend hours and hours with, and most of them are family!
 

Dark_Angel

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Hey Monu there is nothing to be sorry was a nice presentation =) in many things u said i understand what u mean btw here its a nice place hope u will find good =) and i like medieval stuffs too even if im not an expert like the strategies and the armors and those stuffs i use to like when i studied story at school xD btw welcome again ^^
 
Hey Monu there is nothing to be sorry was a nice presentation =) in many things u said i understand what u mean btw here its a nice place hope u will find good =) and i like medieval stuffs too even if im not an expert like the strategies and the armors and those stuffs i use to like when i studied story at school xD btw welcome again ^^

Thank you. :) The only history I really liked at school was medieval.
 

MikeyC

Well-known member
Welcome, Monument. You say you quit university after two weeks, and you now regret it. You're looking back with rose-coloured glasses, thinking how good it was. If you got the chance to go back now, those same feelings would return. Hindsight sucks.

Anyway, welcome to the forum.
 
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