Streifen
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I wasn't sure I would do an intro thread, but I suppose I will. I have been dealing with anxiety issues for a long time, but more severely in the last 6-7 years. Being around people is difficult for me, because though at times I can be good at putting on a mask and passing social expectations (Mom says I should be an actress), it's very draining for me and I need my own time and space to recharge. I feel sometimes that I can be hypersensitive and when something negative happens, real or perceived, it greatly knocks my confidence and stays with me for a long time. I always used to say that it was my family/financial situation that was holding me back from alot of things, but when I really evaluated my situation, I realize that I've had many opportunities, but always bungle it up because of my inability to assimilate and sustain the effort. Though it can be greatly uncomfortable at times, I want to stop running and blaming things I know aren't directly responsible for my problems and start making changes..in baby steps if need be :
:. Nice to meet you all and hope I didn't talk your ears (eyes?) off, hehe. 
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