have a bad feeling tonight.

[Section_31]

Having anxiety tonight.

I made a small mistake at work today, nothing serious, and in my mind i KNOW that. I KNOW it isnt a big deal.

My boss said i forgot to fill out one field of info on a support report today. Everybody on my team has done this a gajillion times. It was no big deal, i corrected it, life goes on. At least in reality.

My mind has been replaying and overanalyzing it, and its damned annoying. Im exhausted but cant sleep. Having a cup of tea to try to calm myself and im going to try to sleep again.

I guess its partially because i had so much difficulty finding a place that worked for me, im paranoid of screwing it up to the point of dismissal. This is absolutely ridiculous, and i know it, if i was anywhere near that my boss would have said somthing. I trust him, hes a really good guy.

My anxiety is just crazy tonight. urgh.

 

[Pyrophosphate]

Yeah, you know it's not a big deal, but you make it one anyway... I hate that. If there's just one habit I could to kick from my life, that would be it.

 

[Silatuyok]

I know the feeling. The best advice I can give it just to ride it out; it will pass!

 

[-lonestar-]

at times like this I think of a time I screwed up real badly and realize it's ok to make small mistakes it's bound to happen we are only human. Try to also focus on everything right going on for you in life, only the good things count, hope that helps.

 

[MrJones]

It happens to me a lot.... even if people say it's no big deal, and I know it's not, I can't forget it...

 

[MikeyC]

****, I know exactly what that means. I've had small, insignificant things happen in the past and I've grated and thought on it to the point where it depresses me.

Like you, Gunman, I know it's nothing and it's petty, but by rerunning it in my head, it gets to me.